Down Wanted

It took me a long time and most of the place to learn what I know about love and fate,and the choices that make.

But the heart of it came to me in an instant,while I felt down to nothing and being 'tortured'. I realized,somehow, through the screaming of my mind,that even in that shackled,bloody, helplessness,I was still free: free to hate the man who torturing me,or to forgive him! It doesn't sound like much,I know.

But in the flinch and feel of darkness,when it's all you've got that the choice you make between Hating and Forgiving,can become the story of your life.
Seemed that I should have a darkness for the down to come.

hOw I fEeL Like a cLoud tHaT hoLds a LoT oF RaiN...