Sekantung Embun (Quote of The Day)

"Nearly all men can stand adversity, but if you want to test a man's character, give him power"
(Abraham Lincoln)

Kill Mine

The evil easy to come when I really enjoy my lonely... Come on Cha, don't hit your amygdala when it creates some bad idea on your mind. Play your neocortex. Make it possible than your feeling. Feeling and thought is 2 opposite things that always exist in different way. REFRESH them... Think, do, and create a positive than make some disease and pain on this self. Oh Allah, help me to overcome...

The Meaning of Oranges^^

Last night, he came to my house and bring me a bunch of oranges (why I’d say ‘a bunch’??? Cause it seems like a thousands of roses that comes)

I was really upset after he sent me sms and told about the moon on the night sky. Then he asked me to get outdoor and seeing the moon behind the grey clouds embrace. I don’t mind what he wants. Just spreads a romantic jokes or something like that? I confused.

But in the minutes, he was appeared with the nice smile and best dressed up, shiny black shoes, sweet smelling, and sack of oranges! Even my dad said he looks like a regent aide!!! Hahaha !!! LOL but I love his fake.

OMG!!! WHAT A PRETTY SURPRISE !!!

Surely, he never did the same before merely. And my mind suddenly get off, thought about his surprise and felt so wow!!! He did it to me??? What’s the means???

The curtain of clouds and the moon shy was witness all.

We get the warm talk and sometimes stupid jokes but I was really, sooo delighted!

What would he get to talked about? Why he did was then?

Is there something blooming on his thoughts or in his selfish heart?

I know, I ever wish that on my loneliness day. Imagine about him that spreads very core to my days. Talk together, see each other, laughing honestly, and tell everything we’ve been trough…

Did I looked so tacky? Yeah, it’s just an ordinary tragedy maybe. But for me, he did awesome! Even though he never show off his romanticism clearly to me, but it was more than a proof that he feels the same like me too...I guess, something i called : L/O/V/E

Baby, you are pretty creative!

Liebe dich….

Berantakan

Lumayan stress waktu ngecek novelku. Agak menyakitkan juga sih, coz harus me review lagi, review lagi (-__-)! How come? ya iyalah,,konsepnya 50% SALAH!!!! ya begini ini kalo ngga pake outline. akhirnya tulisan jadi ngalor ngidul gak jelas! ocha, ocha...ck ck ck... Tadinya, novel bertema humor ini mau aku bikin dengan setting Jogja. Kayaknya nyeni aja kalo lokasinya di sana. Tapi setelah aku baca lagi, kok gag nyambung yah? Lucu sih lucu, tapi gimanaaa gitu. well, kenapa ngga bikin yang lokal punya? alias setting Malang sini aja? Lagian aku juga lebih tau n hafal seluk beluk kota ini. menyadari bahwa aku udah ngelakuin kesalahan fatal, so mau gak mau harus aku 'renovasi' total nih sama tulisanku. walaupun butuh waktu lebih banyak n konsentrasi tinggi, tapi nggak papa lah..Pengorbanan itu adalah jodoh dari sebuah impian. padahal udah bab 11!!! higz higz higz!!! Dan kelihatan banget kalo aku harus men delete separuhnya biar perfecto. apalagi banyak deskripsi gak penting yg 'boros' kata-kata. OCHA CAYO!!!!!

Just Loving, but still not Having you ...

Kunk, Aku sayang kamu....

Escape

The sun shine glowing the day without any worry and makes human reckless to step up trough a thousands of seconds that comes.

Last night, I was get sleep when my mom and my brothers were engrossed watching comedy on TV and giggling so much when I felt so aloof in my room.

They go to bed earlier without knowing something flimsy influenced me. The weakness has take control. Makes myself become so faint.

It’s practically did awesome on my mind instead.

Something happened and I just scraped my arms around my head. Gotta depressed when thought about my future and the termination of my job. It’ll get dizzy and don’t know how it’d be like.

Being unemployment is more than worst! I have no idea.

Sometimes, the future is comes when the human take their decision about matures. Adult should take an action to become established of themselves. I was doing so. But last night, I get lost!

It was confused me merely. What should I?

And then, the friendship doesn’t always solving some trouble simultaneously. Is that pity? When I have my BFF, but she doesn’t help me so much. It seems like undefended!

She just talking about her complicated relationship with the same guys and it was so dull topic all the way. Hate that! Felt I wanna say these :

She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of the world that she’s left behind
It’s all about the exposure the lens I told her
The angles were all wrong now
She’s ripping wings off of butterflies

And even when I’e paid enough, been pulled apart or been held up

With every single memory of the good or bad faces of luck

Run…I wanna run faster…so long from this situation. But I am not a wimp.

It’s just some escape. B’cuz God is always exist.

I took a wudhu, then spell the Isha’s intention.

Up the worship on 2.00 a.m …

When the night got it serenity and glory…

I whispered to God,

That I won’t be like this continuously.

I asked Him, please guide me, and take me higher …

Show me Your kindness by what I’ve done…

I said, Allah...

Now I receive nothing of what I want yesterday.

But I receive everything of what I need today.

Thank you God …

Allahu Akbar