My Best Friend and I : Friendship needs no words...

There are many people
that we meet in our lives
but only a very few
will make a lasting impression
on our minds and hearts
It is these people that we will
think of often
and who will always remain
important to us
as true friends

Sophie with her boyfriend :

The Penguin Couple and Me on Cinderella's Birthday

Ngga ada yg paling menyenangkan selain ngeliat orang yg kita sayang lagi happy atau ngelakuin sesuatu yg berarti buat mereka. Kayak ultah bff (best friend forever) si sophie yg ke 22, aku ngerasa kita berdua turns sooooo old in this age :c
so yeah, begitu banyak detik2 yg kita lewati, and in every single second, there are so many meaningful things, in and out. well, i don't know how does it feels, without having a thousands time and count it one by one (tp kyaknya kurang kerjaan juga sih kalo bawaannya pengen ngelamun trus)^^"

daaaaan, di hari spesialnya itu, sovi lebih milih untuk jalan bertiga bareng aku sama koko ferry. kenapa juga sih mesti ngajak aku? sumpah ngga enak bgt jd obat nyamuk gitu. tapi tu anak katanya ngga tega ngeliat aku tersudut tanpa arti (HALAH) di rumah sambil maen solitaire kayak orang hopeless T.TRasanya ngiri banget waktu ngeliat moment ini :



Ya Allah, apakah aku masih punya alesan untuk berkata dunia ini adil??? (ngambek)
OOO, WHY ME??? T.T = feeling sooooo freaking jealous with those picture. they are so in love and i'm alone,, taking photograph..did they noticed me????????

after that sentimental moment, we went to Batu Night Spectacular and got the heavy rainy there. bayangin deh, udah dibela-belain ke sana hujan2 eeeh tau2 ujan deres. terpaksa nunggu lama deh di mobil.

nunggu dan nunggu, hujannya malah makin eksis, ya udah, nekat aja akhirnya masuk ke dalam.
pengennya sih maenin smua wahana yg ada di situ. tapi karna keadaan ngga memungkinkan, ujung-ujungnya cuma makan di food court trus foto-foto narsis di taman lampion :c


it just my small story, aaand feel not complete without sharina in here...
Figure me out!

resound

make sure that my blog is still exist although i never check it since i was sooo damn busy lately ^^"

Cacing Misterius

Beberapa hari yang lalu, waktu aku mau mandi, tiba-tiba aku dihadang oleh seekor cacing gendut. Cacing buronan yang udah aku incer selama berhari-hari karena mengganggu ketentramnku di kamar mandi.

Seluruh dunia tau kalo aku ANTI bin jijik alias benci sama hewan yg satu ini. Selain karena bentuknya yang panjang konsisten, udah gitu warnanya gag jelas gt (merah bukan, coklat juga bukan) eugh pokonya jijay banget deh!

Begitu tau ada cacing yang lagi ngetem di atas ubin gitu, aku langsung il-feel dan gag jadi mandi. Secara, lumayan panjang dan bikin aku langsung teriak-teriak lebay. Rasanya kayak serangan jantung siang itu.

“ARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

I HATE WORMIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

Tapi tiba-tiba, otakku merespon sebuah rencana jahat yang terlintas akibat dendamku sama cacing jelek itu.

Yang jelas, rencanaku itu lebih kejam dan sadis dari mutilasi. Kok mutilasi, megang aja amit-amit.

TING! (ada lampu 5 watt yang nyala di atas kepalaku)

Ideku ini pasti berhasil membuat cacing kampret itu kapok 7 turunan untuk nongol di kamar mandi.

Secepat kilat aku lari ke dapur dan ngambil setoples garam. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Kau akan mati tersiksa wahai cacing yang malang…gumamku. Garam itu bakal aku taburin di atas bodynya si cacing sampe dia kepanasan dan mateng pelan-pelan…(phsycopat). Cepet2 aku langsung lari ke kamar mandi. Takut cacing buronan itu berhasil kabur lagi.

Begitu sampe di depan kamar mandi, tau-tau cacing itu HILANG tanpa jejak. Buntutnya aja nggak keliatan (lagian aku juga ga bisa bedain mana kepala mana buntut^^”)

Huh, dasar cacing polos! Emang dia pikir aku bakal nyerah apa? Aku bakal nunggu sampe dia keluar dari persembunyiannya.

5 menit berlalu…

Si cacing belum nongol.

10 menit…

Mungkin dia udah punya firasat, sesuatu yang buruk akan menimpanya.

15 menit…

Aku masih optimis, cacing itu akan segera menemui ajalnya.

17 menit…

Sudah mulai bosan dan semakin dendam. Cacing buronan itu udah berkali-kali mempermainkan aku kayak gini.

Dalam hati aku bersumpah, akan menjadikan cacing kampung itu sebagai umpan ikan piranha yang lebih ganas dari spesies sungai Amazon. Awas kau cacing keparat, suatu hari aku akan menangkapmu!!!

to be continued . . .

Alhamdulillah

for nearly a month, i did not open my lovely blog .. and it was very nostalgic to write here...


hem,,qu mo nulis apa hya??? sebenrnya lagi ga ada ide apa2, tapi udah lama banget nih gag ketemu sama aurora...n ternyata, waktu log in, aku yang salah ngetik email..jadinya harus ngecek dulu pake akun lama..hohoho...
repot juga kalo udah pikun gini^^''

to be cont :-*

Kill Mine

The evil easy to come when I really enjoy my lonely... Come on Cha, don't hit your amygdala when it creates some bad idea on your mind. Play your neocortex. Make it possible than your feeling. Feeling and thought is 2 opposite things that always exist in different way. REFRESH them... Think, do, and create a positive than make some disease and pain on this self. Oh Allah, help me to overcome...

Escape

The sun shine glowing the day without any worry and makes human reckless to step up trough a thousands of seconds that comes.

Last night, I was get sleep when my mom and my brothers were engrossed watching comedy on TV and giggling so much when I felt so aloof in my room.

They go to bed earlier without knowing something flimsy influenced me. The weakness has take control. Makes myself become so faint.

It’s practically did awesome on my mind instead.

Something happened and I just scraped my arms around my head. Gotta depressed when thought about my future and the termination of my job. It’ll get dizzy and don’t know how it’d be like.

Being unemployment is more than worst! I have no idea.

Sometimes, the future is comes when the human take their decision about matures. Adult should take an action to become established of themselves. I was doing so. But last night, I get lost!

It was confused me merely. What should I?

And then, the friendship doesn’t always solving some trouble simultaneously. Is that pity? When I have my BFF, but she doesn’t help me so much. It seems like undefended!

She just talking about her complicated relationship with the same guys and it was so dull topic all the way. Hate that! Felt I wanna say these :

She lives in a fairy tale
Somewhere too far for us to find
Forgotten the taste and smell
Of the world that she’s left behind
It’s all about the exposure the lens I told her
The angles were all wrong now
She’s ripping wings off of butterflies

And even when I’e paid enough, been pulled apart or been held up

With every single memory of the good or bad faces of luck

Run…I wanna run faster…so long from this situation. But I am not a wimp.

It’s just some escape. B’cuz God is always exist.

I took a wudhu, then spell the Isha’s intention.

Up the worship on 2.00 a.m …

When the night got it serenity and glory…

I whispered to God,

That I won’t be like this continuously.

I asked Him, please guide me, and take me higher …

Show me Your kindness by what I’ve done…

I said, Allah...

Now I receive nothing of what I want yesterday.

But I receive everything of what I need today.

Thank you God …

Allahu Akbar

Endless Love

For a long time, I’ve been here

And sit alone been waiting for someone I called

My endless love

I’ll keep this arms to embrace him in my pray,

and in my dream every night

hope someday, he’ll do the same

I just felt miss him very core

Down in this heart just to loving him all the way

Didn’t you notice?

Spread my feeling and it’s always countless from my mouth

Felt it’s all wrong the way we’ve done

Love is hypocrite

And seemed that’s nonexistent

But we just keep believing …

I scraped my knees while I was praying

About you, about we…then in the free fall I will realize

I want you!

I won’t this!

I want you be mine . . .

And hope may God whispered you

‘till you were here, by my side…

Endless love …

'Keisengan' Tuhan

Tuhan suka sekali, dengan sengaja mengagalkan rencana maupun usaha manusia untuk melihat sejauh mana keseriusan manusia itu dalam menggapai impiannya. Dia baru akan meluluskan hambaNya jika sang hamba sesering itu pula melawan kegagalannya.